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He was totally a sweet guy to be with and he loves me too..... Most guys that I was with were probably out for lust because as I look back, not everyday there was an 'I love you' from any of them, not even once sometimes...*sigh* But Dimas (Luke), we're always exchanging that wonderful word everyday, not only once but several times a day....eventhough he has exams, he had time to say it to me and that's how sweet he is..He meant it..He meant every word....Wouldn't you feel lucky to have a guy who is so caring, so lovable, so into you but not to the extend that he is 'googoogaaing' over you ( meaning totally addicted to you), kind, sweet, funny........... We kiss after 2 months and 13 days of being together. It was the proper kind of kissing with a hint of cheekiness and naughtiness....well, most people who read this are old enough to understand and won't probably think it's disgusting....yes, we were smooching and stuff but not that extremely intimate..well you know, the whole concept and technique of kissing... I could feel something special in our kiss...there was this spark....it was magical...our kiss of passion...Before with my exes, there wasn't anything special, no spark, no chemistry, no nothing...but with him, it was like being in heaven. I love him with all my heart and if I could turn back time, he'd be my first ever true love..  Naughty, naughty...wonder who took that ...*wink* karenjulanz dreamt at 06:02 am on Jun 16, 2006 Make a comment Permalink ''Somewhere out there, beneath the pale moonlight, someone's thinking of me, and loving me tonight" Those were the words to a song that had crossed my mind on the 1st of June at 7pm as I look up at the sky. That day was our anniversary.Our 2 months anniversary. Since we weren't able to see each other because we have to go back to our respective longhouse, him going back to see his parents and me going back to celebrate Gawai, I had suggested that on that night exactly at 7pm, both of us should look up at the moon and wished each other Happy Anniversary, say I love you and imagine that we are with each other on that night. Sigh. I wonder if you are at the Internet Cafe at Asap( a small town near his longhouse) and reading this. It's sort of frustrating that there's an internet cafe there but no coverage( no hp line). I miss him so much. I seriously could feel the pain in my heart. It's as if something inside was tearing my heart into pieces. I wish it was a long holiday so that I could also go back to Uma Juman( his longhouse and also my grandma's on my mum's side). Then, we can spend our holiday together. It's normally a habit for me to read a book before going off to dreamland but nowadays, since he went back for the hols, I keep rereading each and every one of his smses that he had sent to me. I know it sounds soapy..God, how totally sad am I? pity me..It's selfish of me to want him to come back early because he'd want to spend time with his parents. After all, he had not seen them for months since he started schooling here in Kuching. Happy 2 months baby! There was a time when things were getting rocky for us. It almost lead us to break this wonderful bond that acts as a shelter for us against those bitter judgements and strong misunderstandings. I couldn't bare to lose him. He is like this wonderful gift from heaven, a gift that I will always treasure, will keep safely and won't waste. I'm blessed to have him in my life. It's amazing that we are almost like childhood sweethearts except of course we were still in our immature preteen years that we started playing together.Who would ever knew then that we might end up together one day. Sure others saw the sign but we were too blind to notice until we have reached the maturity stage that we are now. I've fallen for him real hard, He showed me the existence of love which I thought was merely a figment of other people's imagination. I'm now leaving in a reality of where I feel real, solid love. Despite all those guys that I have been with, it feels as if he's my first true love. *Don't doubt that I do not love you. I love you with all my heart that I'm afraid that when the time comes for us to let go, I would not be strong enough to move on. I love you. karenjulanz dreamt at 10:26 pm on Jun 2, 2006 Comment (1) Permalink | ||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
